Wishing I felt happier.
Wishing I could experience joy.
But then it never seems ok to wish for these things when:
I never go hungry
I have a roof over my head
A man who loves me
A family who say they love me
A dog who bites me less every day
so I try to buck up
but instead feel a fuck up
christmas past - it's a few weeks yet 'til christmas, but we are putting up the tree tonight. this is unplanned, but the tree is in the yard, up against the house, and why ...
5 weeks ago